2 posts tagged “siesta key”

it's that i don't want work to read anything here i have written or will ever write

it's that i've been amazingly busy

on planes

in automobiles

in bars in siesta key florida

crying in airports

staying up for 40 hours straight

sleeping for an entire day

working at a new job

making plans

fearing illnesses

zoning out

shopping

so

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what i have to say are these things:

1.  fuck you delta airlines and your blanket full of other people's pubic hairs and possibly fleas that bit my foot.

2.  fuck you delta airlines for cancelling my return flight and causing my lover and i to spend 12 hours in atlanta at the airport until i was so tired and angry i became an emotional fuckwit and cried in front of masses of people

3.  if you know someone is coming to visit you and say they've paid a fairly large amount of money they couldn't really afford to come visit you, maybe do them a favour and not greet them totally wasted from the night before, continue to drink the entire day into the night and next morning and then sleep half the next day away only to wake up shaking and sick and on the verge of -- what's that?  oh no, still not realising your alcoholism and possible bipolar disorder.  it's cool.

4.  contrary to popular ((immature)) belief, you can actually have a good time without being drunk....there are other things in the world besides bars, clubs, and the fucking wasteful useless no taste no talent fuckholes that frequent those places.  so there. 

5.  it seems like i think i'm better than you because you are so much worse than yourself.  quote me on that bithes.  too.  ha.

and now that i've said what i needed to said i am going to sleepyland to dream of shopping and less thinking and how beautiful it all is. 

in the past 2 weeks i have been to a private beach that has consistently been rated #1 for sand quality and cleanliness and i have driven a brand new red Mustang Convertable down palm-tree lined streets on a gorgeous summer day with my hot husband in the passenger's seat, top motherfucking down, flowers cover everything and all that.  oh hell yes.  it was a dream i've had since i was 5.  it finally happened at the age of 27. 

and i thought this wasn't going to be a good year.  ha.

except...i think i have breast cancer.  so that would suck if that were true.  but...why else would someone's chest bones hurt all the damn time for almost 3 months?  at least health insurance is on the way, so i can get that checked into.  but i don't wanna.  i want to be a little girl and to have fun.  all. my. life.

i don't want to grow up and get cancer.

This is me at my happiest.

Ashley and the Mustang

Sweethearts walking on the beach

The gorgeous water

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Oh happy days!  Haha.  A few hours ago I bought 2 plane tickets to Florida.  We are going to visit my brother who has an apartment on the ocean.  The ocean!  We're leaving at 6am July 13th and we'll be coming back July 16th in the evening.  So that makes 4 days and 3 nights in Siesta Key.  Woohoo!  I'm so fucking excited I can't stand it.  I just looked to see how much the tickets were out of curiosity and they were so cheap I just went ahead and bought them.  This will be me & J's first plane ride together.  Awwwww, yay.  I can't wait!!

I got out of work 2 hours early today, which rocked.  Unfortunately, not early enough to go get my passport with their dumb hours, but whatever.  Looks like I'll have to do it on my lunch hour Monday.  Then Monday evening I drive to Omaha ((alone)) and have training class Tuesday and Wednesday.  Apparently, Tuesday is only a half day, so I will have some free time to go check out the city and see what they have.  I've been there a few times before, though, so who knows.  I hope my hotel has a pool.  I hope I hope.  And my work pays for my mileage, my hotel, and all my food.  Yay!  I hope it won't be too hard to learn the computer system thing.  Probably won't be.  Anyway, I'll let you know.  The 2 people who read this.  Ha.